So.. I´m back.. I think so!
I gonne out from my work, i was so full... full about things that I see that are wrong and people keep doing and don´t listeaning to me...
I will stay some time studing and working at my house, I´m the kind of person that never lowering my head for people that is not upper to me, I was realy full of this.
so I´m back on deviantart, if I will post a lot a new, arts.. I doub.. but some I will, i think that my old soul died, I kkep liking the same characters....ironic.. but they "died" at the same time of my soul... I feel so free... I can´t promise nothing for no one.. I will not fulfill.. i´m not that strong person.. no more.. so rigid person I just fill me crazy.. and without sence of reality... for me every thing that i see is fake.. for me all the human are only living fake things... all thet we think is real is not... have something bigger... controlling our life.. making us idiot to don´t stop and think about all.. that is for me the reason why the things are all chaotic like they are now... money is not all... but people only live because of this... doing all them life the same thing... don´t realy living... all the world... here where I live.. Brasil... is this.. everyone.. full of taxes.. taxes are hide and everywere...  because of this we are not in crisis.. because the people are "giving the blood" for this...  something big.. using this to controll everything... sory.. but i cant see reason for live in a word like this... but i keep here.. realy.. i´m alone.. I keep alone.. and I think that is impossible now to I love someone...
i´m just studing in a school of arts and games now.. if I will have futere I don´t know... lets the time tell to me...
sorry for my bad english... i know that this journal is not important.. but is here...

cosplay.. i think that i will keep doing.. my Akutabi Gamma cosplay is done.. I alreadygone with it in some events... i don´t know if i will post here...
I have a facebook now.. just post some times there... if some one wants it is here : diba-Akutabi Gamma   or darkdowdevil
ironic.. but have A LOT of people using my created name DARKDOW that is mine to do a lot of blogs of bleach.. and.. Darkdow   HAVE NOTHIN WITH BLEACH IS JUST MY DOG FROM HELL realy old char, those people even know about this...